meeting with future boss la kan.....

before this... i ada mentioned yg i nk jumpa big boss NZ and future boss kan...

so i pakai cute2 aaa sikit arini... demi nak jumpa dua2 jejaka ni...

pagi2 lepas solat... sambil duduk... sambil teringat kata bos i... NA... think matured... buat keputusan dgn btol...

so pagi td.... meeting i with big boss berjalan lancar...

being "not so penting staff" ni... i ada kelebihan.... i xde la rasa sdih or stress sgt time dok berdua2an kt bilik bos td... i dgr jela apa yg boss i nak ckp... the direction of the company semua la...

then my big bos try psiko i with statement... "i kalu nak blah... i'll makesure company dlm keadaan ok... semua org ok"... i know very well this statement... kalu 2 tahun lepas... i maybe terpengaruh la... but not now...

last six month... i actually dan pre-tender... but that time.. i x cri keje betul2... i buat keputusan ikut emosi... perasaan yg tgh sakit time tu.... org lain dpt increment.... i x dpt pepe.... not so penting... minority group... masa tu... i mmg makan dlm... sampai skrg i akan ingat that quote...

after that... i recover balik... my bos was hopping that time.. i take over Eraman.. and few modules utk MIFC... i took that challenge... i dinaikkan taraf dr MACAI ke Super MACAI... i dpt increment...

that time... i clearly ckp with my boss... i akan tlg u siapkan Eraman... and tolong sikit2 kt MIFC... after that... please let me go... so skrg... Eraman dh settle... module yg i tolong sikit2 kt MIFc pun dh settle... it''s time for me to go... and Allah dengar doa i... Alhamdulillah.... 2 offer i dapat skrg...

so td bila jumpa big boss... i mmg keraskan hati.... kering hati.... i doa2 bnyk... jgn la cair hati i... sbb i mmg dh nekad... i nak PERGI....

so arini jugak... i jumpa salah sorang dr future boss i... i'm kinda like the environment.... mmg dh set dlm hati... kalu xde pepe... i will accept the offer... BUT... BUT....

ada lak halangannyer... which is x diberitahu time interview aritu... i kena TRAVEL...

gosss... bergetar otak kejap... so... all i can say.... "let me think first"

travel sekali sekala ok... kalu asyik nak travel.... sorry la...

mr.beng will not allow this... dier bukan jenis yg boleh jaga anak... ganti tpt i dlm rmah... sediakan serba serbi... i pun xnak.... i nak hidup secara normal... balik rumah... masak... buat laundry... bergomol2 satu family... weekend kt rumah... semua la... mcm org gomen... tp i xnak jd org gomen... boleh???

so... disebabkan i suka keje ngn org gomen... i kena consider offer satu lg kan... i dah tanya ngn ramai kawan i... ada pros n cons... i buat list.... bukan sahaja i bandingkan cmpany tu... komen kawan yg i tanya pun i study btol2... yelaaa kita manusia... ada yg boleh keje lebih masa... stress menggila... ada yg x boleh... asyik komplen jer... so i kena amik kira semua ni.... boss situ pun asyik call jer... tanya bila i nak join... so i buat DAR dgn Allah... semoga ditunjukkan jalan... AMIN...

weekend ni bnyk benda nak buat... baju nak balik raya pun kena siap awal2.... maklumlah... mood cuti 5 hari tu... yahooo...